cant move.....

Pain....deep deep immsense pain....(its not even that bad but my bum hurts when i sit down lol and it hurts if you poke them...the little red blury areas i mean)..and so so tired im gonna die...(2 hours thanks to some damn young kids keeping me akake camping yesterday....its not funny shining torches into peoples eyes when theyve had like 5 mintues sleep and trying to draw cocks on you...they were 10!!! at 10 i was playing barbies and didnt even knwo what a dick was...bloody hell kids today ( i sounded so old then).....thats the last time i do it!!!(camping i mean i kinda went of the subject then so yeh)

....went piantballing today was uber uber fun but it hurt like a bitch!!...its like my bum was a big target,  my whole ass is like blue from bruses.....how attractive and its painful to tense up my muscles!!....but on the bright side i have deicided to live a life of celibusy...with me and my cat(s)...(currently one but by the age of 30 i shall own 10) so it doesnt matter that im looking like a tranny gone wrong!!...

....after paintballing we went back to nemos house...twas pretty fun actuly got to eat and regenerate lost energy from kicking lots a guys ass'....i so beat them i was like wonder woman...cept i cudnt fly...can she even fly i dont know..is there even such thing as wonder woman anway....humm il have to cheak that one out in a minute!

So so bored right now...i actuly have no life in my sad little holidays...does any1 actuly even read my journal im wondoering now....im such a bed speller...sorry if u have no cliue what im tryin 2 say!

awww andy has found a girly...4 infact...this is again another reason (besides i look like a tranny gone rong and hate men wiht a passion) am going to become celibate!...i think its the way forward...who knows maybe one day i could own my own nunage...a unreligion nunage anway...i ment to be going on 2 dats next week...one wiht egan...hes really cute and sweet...a bit too sweet sumtimes actuly and one wiht lyall...hes the typical man whore but uber uber hot and sexy guy....ok maybe i shud like abandon celibacy just for them two days...i wont even go if im still brused...theyd laugh at me...i guess i coudl dress in bin liners....how sexy!

I miss my rara avis...its been days since we have spoke,...off to ring her now cya xxxxxx